Get a match... Light a torch... Burn the boats!

I was recently compelled to look up the term "Fear of Success" because I am trying to figure out whats really holding me back from my dreams of becoming a performer/actor. I read about when the Ancient Greeks would arrive on enemy shores, their first command would be to burn the boats, leaving them stranded on strange enemy land with only two choices... Victory or Die! 


So I have decided that if this is going to be my last year in Orlando before I go back to living a "normal" life then I sure as hell better be able to say that I did everything I could and knocked on every single door before I "Die". Im going to get together a modeling portfolio, hone my acting skills and sing and dance my ass off. 


I see it like this... If I cant make it in Orlando... then I might as well give up L.A.


So while im here in Orlando... Please know that I have burned my boat! I either become an actress/performer or "die" and get a regular job.