What Kind of Love is this?

Hosea 2:14 (NLT) But then I will win her back once again. I will lead her into the desert and speak tenderly to her there.

As I read this scripture, I started crying because I couldn't understand this. A God that would desire to win his beloved back. Especially after the many times we choose to reject him and push him away. I personally know that I have been unfaithful to my God so many times. I have allowed myself to be seduced and pulled away by the enemy. But in every instant of my unfaithfulness, God decided to find a way to win me back. Who does that??? I want to learn how to love God the way he loves me. I want to desire God the way he desires me. I am just speechless on how much he desires me..... when all I see is a girl from the ghetto... a mess from head to toe.

The brokenness is beginning.